bite me

topshop you kill me

i'm aliveeeeeee! the hard-drive on my computer had a total spaz, and i've practically lost everything unless i pay like £200 to try and get some stuff back, and even then there are no promises and that computer is my life, so it makes me sad and not very up for blogging.
but omg! today i checked out the new kate moss topshop range and i am actually in love. too bad i am saving up for summer, well. i want to but i have no money to start saving with and everything above just makes me want to cry i love it so bad. if you are rich and feel like spending some money you can buy me anything above please. thanks :)

gggggggggggg

yay for morning blogs! yesterday i went crazy over gossip girl, so spent the whole day marathoning season1, and not doing any of my homework. so at midnight i decided i would go to sleep for abit, and then wake-up extra early to do my essay and art. 7 hours later, here i am, and i have finished it all! yeah, i'm amazing.

+gossip girl rant...

also, i had never actually full-on watched the episode where georgina tells the van-der woodsens that eric is gay, and i watched it yesterday and actually cried. i'm at abit of a standstill right now, cos episodes 14,15 and 16 really annoy me. i hate vanessa and georgina/sarah, eric and jenny. and love all the sudden passion outburstssss. OMG! HOW GREAT IS THAT SCENE WHERE BLAIR AND CHUCK GET IT ON IN THE CAB!? THIS SHOW IS INSANE AND I LOVE IT

FIERCE

everyone else is asleep right now but i am learning to 'go fierce' with my eyesssss on webcam.

today i watched americas next top model, and that program always just gets me obsessed. i actually watched quite alot of teleeee today which is wierd, cos i never watch tv, i just watch almost everything online.

god, today feels so long ago right now. i'm at my dads and i always think of the whole thing as like, 2 seperate lives. theres the one with my mum, and then the other with my dad. i don't think its really that i'm a different person, its just kind of like, the same person, in different situations. almost like, moving to a different country. you'd be the same person, with the same thoughts and same feelings. just be in different situations, and different lifestyles but still with the other life drifting along behind.

but i love it like this just so so so much

m is for gangsta

remember when?

SUMMER 2009! (#)

- spend long, sunny days chilling and chatting in the London parks with ma gurlzzz
- go camping!
- finally go back and re-visit last summers glory in richmondd
- movie nights and shopping sprees
- sleeping in till lunchtime,
- barbecue breakfast, lunch+dinner
- SIMS3 OMG!
- london eye for defoooo
- take so many photos that it hurts
- duvet days & board game marathons

- GREG HOLDEN & JULIA NUNES! I WANT I WANT I WANT.

perfect days make perfect memories.

ohh mary-kate

i want it all. those amazing sandals, and the cute dress, and the luscious longsleeved sequin one too! but so does everyone else obviously, as it actually jsut impossible to get hold of. the real things are just insanely priced, and the fakes, (still so amazinggg) are still just stupid.

if you buy me these i will love you forever :) [hint, hint]

messy

wow today has been so weird. did i spell weird right? wierd? weird? whatever. absoloutely fricking typical i feel like shit right now. tbh, its only 8.15 so i have time. im just gonna do 20 minutes of solid revision then go to bed and sleep my troubles away, okay?

lets play, may!

today was amazing.

yawwwwn!

i woke up early to feed my gossip girl addiction, before i actually have to get up and do stuff today. i also maybe set an alarm for some ebay auctions which finish so so soon. yesterday i found the coolest obama sequin dress ever, and its not even overpriced. but i know that if i buy it i will hate it and never wear it, and it will just be added to the endless list of items in my wardrobe that i never wear, yet still waste my money on.

gah, im ranting again. ranting is my life, sighhhh

geek has just signed in

GIMMEEEEE

MOTIVATE ME!

i'm falling flat upon this road
burdened
heavy
overload.

i hear the ticking but i still slow down
time is precious
yet i still waste mine.

pause
stop
everything drops

i wish
i pray
but still, i stay.

its time for moving forwards, to keep up the expectations

wow. such a busy week. i swear i've spent like, every second of it non-stop with people. i forgot how nice this alone time was, but i keep feeling really guilty cos i really should be RE revising, but i just, dont have the motivation. which sucks tbh.

+aaaaand, im trying to book gregholden and julia nunesss tour tickets but everything is mucking up and its jsut getting annoying.

im gonna go get some food too. i'm stupidly hungrrrrry